sometimes, i wonder to myself, what's the point of all these chaos happening? is creating these chaos gonna make you happy? well, if it does, than go ahead, continue doing it, but i'm begging you, on behalf of many of us, think before you say or do anything. cause whatever you do, may or may no affect each of us. after what happened last weeek, i don't think i can be close to you as before. i feeel so stupid to actually think that this thing called 'friendship' between you and i could actually work and i was silly enough to even take the initiative to work things out. But clearly, i can see its a waste of time and energy. but i wanna thank you, thank you for making me realise that there are such people in this world that may seem like they care about you but they actually don't. not only that, people who pretends to be good infront of you but than backstabs you when you don't even know it. honestly, i'm really scaared of repeating whatever i did wrong before, i don't wanna repeat what i did wrong, especially by trying to work things out with you although there still is a tiny winsy hope in me that keeps telling me that there MAY be a chance.from today onwards, i'm taking all these fears, and i'm throwing it all away. And i'm gonna think about the good things, no matter what people say. cause i know for sure, that one day, just one day, you will suddenly realise that theres more to life than just sitting down talking bad about people. learn to judge yourself and not other cause at the end of the day, i have learnt that only ONE person can judge us and that is GOD. so yeahh, thats all i gotta say.
i thought you were someone i could count on,
but i guess i'm wrong, all wrong. xD
Wei Mae
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